Dance with me

i think it's time i change my link, it's about time for a change.

You sent my heart racing.
Twice.

And now I'm hoping for more.
 

 Well this year has been an ultimate ride. I haven't been blogging in a long while and I not only feel wasted- I feel very wasted. Well my O Levels begin this monday, and i can say i am not well prepared, though this is the first time i have officially put in so many hours into Chinese. Yes, Chinese. And somewhat i actually see the art in language. It took me time to realise but i'm glad i did.

Okay i can't do this, i shall blog when i have the patience to. URGH!!!!
THIS IS A FAILURE.

 okay, i went through my past posts and i feel like a loser that needs a hammer in my face.
come on... check out what i blogged when i was 9 months younger "well its vday. and like jon said, i'm v-less. aha but its alright:) but if im 21 and i'm still v-less? uhuh you bet you'll see depression"

w-t-f.

hahaha this year is girlfriend year and i'm gonna miss you girlfriends when we split next year ):
and i really think i've grown this year, and this year has practically been most eventful, and the one with the most changes.

lets see:
1) i use make up
2) the fact that i was able to live for months without even thinking of a guy
3) now i have nerdy glasses
4) staying at home for 4 consecutive days living like a real pig
5) not bowling for months
6) injured and crying at the physio
7) im actually doing my physio exercises
8) i go out alone
9) i watch concerts alone
10) i can eat outside alone!!! yay
11) yes i shop alone too mwahwahwa
12) i managed to choreograph smth decent though i have to work on that
13) i realised recovery is worse than injury and that physio can be extremely painful
14) i realised that everything in ballet is pure pain though i still enjoy it

okay that's quite a bit.
hmmmm well i've been thinking of someone recently (_l_malife)
you know like how you've been unable to let go of that someone, and how you've lived so long thinking that you could've had that chance, just like my stupid poem which i wrote in lit class. the last dance, my last chance.
if only i took that chance, i could've had that dance.
well that isn't how i want it to end up. and i've heard that this someone is just like me.
and i'm guessing that we've suffered so much that maybe its time to share and see how common people are in today's situations.
sounds kinda boring, but once you read and know more about it, it'll seem as if you're ready for anything that'll come your way in the future.

RANDOM FACT: i look like a 30 year old woman working in a law firm with my new glasses and in my long hair

and maybe that might match the pathetic ways i'm blogging because i don't think teens really blog like this?
i find it lecturish hahaha and a little boring but i don't think.
as in i do, but i don't stop typing i just keep going until i have a mental block and i just stop for a break.
if not i just keep going and going until i'm done with what i have to say.

well about that someone, i've never talked to him, and it's pathetic from the way i see it, or even from the way anyone sees it.
and to think that i still go for the looks still kills me, but to say that you go for only personality but lie about it? that's worse.
i hate liars, and i've heard about quite a few these few days, and i'm actually quite taken aback at how these people are ashamed of themselves? their race?

i've been through the same lives they've been through, some of them are younger than me, some are even my age.
hold on let me copy and paste something that pissed me off on my sister's formspring.

yes the bitch deleted that shit i think cuz i sound like an auntie scolding teens on racism (controversial issues)


hahahahaha fml i am an oldie
okay i think im gonna bounce cuz i have nth much to type already and i'm already using pathetic abbreviations
well good luck to me!!!!
and i hope next year's class is fun, but you know... hardworking all the same.
i don't wanna die young

peace

 i've got to start updating this shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i even forgot my password!!!! _l_

well i wonder who even checks this anyway

teehee okay at least this is a start

omg my split's coming!!! i was so excited (i freaked out) when i felt my back thigh touch the ground i actually forgot about the pain for a second.
yes A second. because i was dying attempting to hold it for a solid 10 seconds.
my right hamstring has given in :) thank you lord and now i can stretch hehehe so happy.

and today's intermediate class had like 8 people?!
it was a very productive class. and for g7, i learnt the free movement dance properly.
yes, after embarrassing myself dancing without knowing the syllabus at the tip of my erm toes, cuz fingers isn't exactly appropriate.
and shitz my efforts bye bye already cuz i sewed crossed straps!):
and no one uses cross! ): now i gotta change it. damn this shit.

and my feet hurts from attempting to bend it further down and after my left foot cramped up twice in class.
and how my hip joints are aching so badly. my pelvic joints as well, its like as if they're screaming.
i still have class tomorrow and its late but i just had my dinner about half an hour ago, so i'm staying up till i don't feel so full :)

okay i'm gonna go download some songs now,
and this week was shit.
but cheers, i'm not going for training during the one week break and training has been reduced to twice a week!
i'm loving it <3

i had to post this it was too hilarious.

if you think falling down the stairs is hilarious, try falling UP the f****** stairs and choking on some candy you were eating. - Klaryssa Marie

Sometimes i always wonder why i never had the guts to say hi to my crush.
now i know. i'm just afraid to get hurt.
nowadays people disregard feelings and put themselves as first priority.
they think they have everything, are worth everything, and that everyone has to be at their feet.
that pisses me off.
especially when they start looking down on others and thinking that they're superior, and that we're afraid of them.

We're not afraid, we never were.
In fact, we've got more balls than you'll ever have, asswipe.
Stop thinking that you're all that and please look around to see who your real friends are.
Oh wait, you don't have any.
And did you ever bother to sit and think why don't you have any true friends around?
Okay, maybe not. Hmmmm, and since i'm free, why don't i tell you :)

My dear *ahem,
You aren't well liked because of countless reasons. Over here i shall name a few because if i were to name all i would take years and i cannot take years because if i do my hair will get screwed up and i will not have the time to comb it and if i don't have the time to comb it, it will turn out like yours. so, i'm sorry honey.
1: You backstab.
2: You bitch, even to those who are true to you
3: You are desperate
4: You are ungrateful
5: You use people
6: You think everyone is dying to go out with you
7: You think too highly of yourself
8: You think you're the hottest girl on campus
9: You flirt
10: You never get enough of guys
11: You don't appreciate the efforts of others
12: You keep thinking people are willing to be on your side
13: You lie about the past of other people to get them hated

and i am lazy to continue because its 10:50pm and im brain dead after watching camp rock 2 and the time traveller's wife.
i loved the time traveller's wife cuz its deep and it really makes me appreciate what i have every minute, every second of the day.
i think *ahem should watch it so she could at least feel grateful. damn that shit i'm too tired to piss of my dead brain cells any further. they're dead anyway.

screw you.

dont you agree, when life sucks... everything sucks
it doesnt even make sense cuz when life is everything-_- wtf.

hmmm how bout this. doesnt it suck when thousand other girls are crushing on the same guy you're crushing on?
ahaha wonder how that'll feel. dance has been so awesome.
caught the suntec dance finals yesterday, so bloody good.
i was like cheering hahahaha in a damn dress on the floor.
still ownage all the same. loves the guy from the junior solo, but i forgot his name.
lucky i got his song:) so everytime i listen to it it'll remind me of his solo and i will find his damn video to watch again
it was so good, i was cheering my ass off

life is pretty okay now and i barely blog and i want my formspring to be active hahahaha
HATERS WHERE ARE YOU
show yourselves your time has come

 
tom daley




nicola philippaerts